Ok, creo que este es el primer momento en que extraño comentar mi día a día con alguien especial. Si bien siempre se puede hacer con las amistades, no es lo mismo. Reconozco que lo noté porque pensé en forma automática en escribirle a uno del ganado para contarle... hasta que recordé que estoy en proceso de detox.
Se supone que este es un momento donde debo verbalizar que estoy sola (horrible la vergüenza que siente mi lado racional por permitirse decir tal barbaridad).
I'm starting to feel lonely... Seems like I've been building this wall to keep me safe, brick by brick, the need to fill the void of not talking to someone at any moment, the need to overcompensate things were wrong in our relationship, the need to feel sorrounded by compliments to avoid the fact there's no one to make me feel important the way you made me feel.
Shit, I really miss the way I used to feel around you, although I'm not sure if I miss what I felt for you. I know this doesn't make sense, all I'm trying to say is that my feelings for you were not the same as those feelings that used to blossom every time you did something for me.
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