For some weird reason, everytime I listen to The Beatles I feel transportated to my own lovely place. It is impossible for me not to feel in love when I hear those songs, I dont't even need to be in love with someone else, it's just the idea itself of being in love.
It's a funny sensation, I kinda missed the feeling
(Stream of consciousness)
It's like I'm back in the 60's, I see myself with a big (cintillo) on my hair, a big skirt that moves to the sound of rock n' roll.
Feels like those cheesy movies where a girl is standing by herself at a dance party and suddenly across the room she sees someone's big almond eyes.
I feel... weirdly girly, specially shy, a bit akward.
The other day I was thinking about this "obsession" with foreigners, made me realize that it could be a little tricky for me for I lose focus on what really matters and tend to fall to the idea of what that guy means (something good that Argentina brought to me). I decided to be more carefull about it, and to remember not to fall for the "sexy foreign guy googles".
A part of me needs to get stick to my essence before making any important life changing plans. I love feeling like I'm me again, I've always had, and I really want to make an effort for staying this way :)
Is this maybe part of the aprendizaje my ancestors sent to me? Is this the way of feeling that my root is always gonna be with me and I don't need to look for it in other place?
My "N" side says "yes, it is".
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