Sometimes I spend too much time thinking on how should I feel instead of focusing on how I really feel. 

1) She: I admit I never thought she'd do it, thought the stubborness was still on first place. I think I'm afraid to live again certain situations that took away most my energy in the past. Felt like circling around a black hole. I don't want any drama, I'm finally enjoying this quiet space. Feels like I need to protect my inner child. 

(to be continued...)